<size=18>Well today was great. I read a sad book, but it made me think more about life. It seems I have been doing that a lot since I came back from Oklahoma.
The story was about a girl who had CF and it was sad, she died of course but it is the things she did before she left this world that matters. She fell in love, made a difference in people’s lives.
I have always said I wanted to make something of myself, and I know I am everyday. Sometimes I know I am better then a lot of people, even if I don’t feel that way. It is sad but true. I have had a ‘weird’ life. I have seen good and bad but I don’t let that ruin who I am or make me a bad person. I let if help me sometimes, but never harm me.
I see teenagers daily who take their lives for granite and it is so stupid and sad at the same time. They drink their lives away, or cut or do drugs, but if you sit down with them none of them have a real reason, they do it because ‘it is the thing’. Every once in a while they have a reason, but if they would grow up they would see that their real problems are with themselves. I hate being a child of today’s youth. I walk through the halls hearing teens say “my boyfriend or girlfriend broke up with me” then they normally say something stupid like “I am gonna go and be emo or drink or party,” but why? That won’t fix anything. I sit back and watch and teens say they have the worse life ever, when they don’t have one, when they are really the lucky ones.
I stair at the television hearing about abuse, today’s biggest things in this world. There is so much of it going in the world, no one even notices because of everyone else saying I have a miserable life. But do they have miserable lives because their parents care of just because their single? No, they still have wonderful lives, it is just the way they look at things.
I think that when we are young we are stupid, till we grow up, but some never grow up and that is where this world is crazy. Everyone should open their eyes and see there stupidity affects others. If someone drinks and drives, they could kill an innocent person. If someone puts drugs in someone’s drink, someone could be a victim, even if they just wanted to put them to sleep to play a prank. There are sick people in this world and many don’t get noticed because people are going around saying they have miserable lives. Those are the ones who get noticed. I sit here thinking about it and the more I write, the more sense it makes. It really is today’s word of living.
No one sees anything till it is too late. And then the victims never speak up, it is just not right. The victims never get to feel alive, ever again unless they keep pushing themselves to get noticed.
I think that people need to open their eyes and just see that this world is getting worse off. If people saw this maybe the victims would get noticed sooner. Some people are abused for several years and no one knows or some do and don’t do anything.
I had read the books by Dave Pelzer and it is sad. It makes me want to reach out and help others. I have some troubled friends. My mother asks me how I get involved with them, and I tell her I don’t know I just do. But the more I think about it the more I think it is because I am always there.
Some of the teens I hang out with just need someone to listen, someone who has had something bad happen to them ad bring positive out of it. But the main ting is listen. Parents say they have been there, but sometimes they truly don’t know.
As a teen there are things we hide from the world, things we just don’t want anyone to find out. I am as like everyone else, one of those teens. I hide things from the world. A few know my problems, but I don’t let those problems get to me.
This year I have changed a lot and I have seen what if looks like away from here. My goals change daily, but I still help people.
My house is the house everyone goes to to escape there problems until they can figure things out. I have never turned a friend away when they needed me.
Teens can change their ways with the support of others. You don’t need to have been where they are to listen. Listen is the greatest thing you can do for anyone.
Today I sit back and think why do so many get chosen to be the victims?
It isn’t fair they get chosen, when they never did anything to deserve it. Today’s world can be a horrible place to live in, and personally it isn’t right!
I always hear on the news how children have been found dead but as I hear it, I also hear how the mother is claiming to be insane. No one asks to be brought in this world, so it isn’t right for them to get away scot-free. I think these people deserve punishment for hurting an innocent. I hate hearing how a child has died and no one is getting punished for it. Where is that child’s justice? There isn’t any! They get to sit in heaven knowing that no one is getting him or her justice for the crime someone did to them that they never deserved.
Life is difficult and nothing is meant to be easy, but being someone who hurts an innocent makes them a victim, deserves to indore pain. I believe everyone deserves what they get when it comes to hurting someone. I especially admire the quote “ what goes around, comes around.” If someone hurts someone, there no better then anyone else, indeed in my eyes they shall indeed deserve to suffer. But so many don’t get the punishment they deserve, that is where I don’t agree with things in this world.
I don’t see how a person could hurt someone who never did anything to them. How can a parent abuse a child when the only thing they have ever done is look up to them? How can anyone abuse a person, not even knowing them? I mean some victims are killed, abused, etc. by people that know nothing about them. These people are sick. I think the last time I checked statistics said that people who have been abused in their lives are more then likely to repeat it. How can someone want to put someone through that pain when they went through it themselves? I will never understand that, I just won’t let it happen to anyone I know! I would never want to see a person I know repeat an action that hurt them</size=18>